Over the past year he had appeared out of no where several times...always on a mission. Every time he creaked along the sidewalk in his tan jacket. I wonder why he wore that jacket year round? I knew why he was creaking. With a slight hunch and a shuffle that melted my heart, it was apparent that the years had caught up to him. Whether a sweltering summer day or brisk evening he made the over two mile journey to the grocery store. His feeble arms dragged along a rickety cart with a reusable red sack lodged inside. The rickety old man with his rickety old cart. It's admirable that he's walking to get groceries...maybe he can't drive anymore...maybe I should walk to the grocery store. It was past 9pm and he was just on his way...it would be late before he'd arrive home. I pondered offering him a ride as I did every time I saw him. The guilt of watching him hobble on tore into me, but I didn't call out. I never did. Beyond the selfish feelings of potential awkwardness there was something else holding me back.
She lived in her home outside Chicago for nearly 40 years. Each week she made the mile plus trek to the grocery store, the dollar store, the tasty shop and the beauty parlor. She was able to drive, but she preferred to walk. She took her time to socialize and ease down every aisle at her leisure. Retired and living alone it was something to occupy her days and she looked forward to it. A big piece of her daily routine was lost when walking that distance carrying grocery bags was no longer possible. Shortly after that she was no longer able to drive safely. All the freedoms she'd spent eons accustomed to were 'taken away'. That was what getting older entailed for her and while I couldn't understand why it hurt her to such a degree the loneliness and sadness I felt.
Walk on my rickety old man.